I want to cry. I'm not saying I feel like crying, or that I'm about to cry, but I want to cry, I desire to cry. I want to fall down on my hands and knees, and just break down in the absence of light. I want to relinquish my hope and just give up. So, it will be greatly appreciated if you could refer me to a song that provides me with the appropriate emotion, especially those which are played in commemoration of a person's death.